wherever you are

words:barry coffing&vonda shepard

Come out moon
Come out, wishing star
Come out,come out
Wherever you are…

I’m out here in the dark
All alone and wide awake
Come and find me

I’m empty and I’m cold
And m heart’ about to break
Come and find me

I need you to come here and find me
‘Cause without you I’m totally lost
I’ve hung a wish on every star
It hasn’t done much good so far
I can only dream of you
Wherever you are

But when the morning comes
And the sun begins to rise
I will lose you
Because it’s just a dream
When I open up my eyes I will lose you
I used to believe in forever
But forever’s too good to be true

I’ve hung a wish on every star
It hasn’t done much good so far
I can only dream of you
Wherever you are

I’ll hear you laugh
I’ll see you smile
I’ll be with you just for a while
I’ll be there just for a while
I used to believe in forever
But forever’s too good to be true

I’ve hung a wish on every star
It hasn’t done much good so far
I don’t know what else to do
Except to try to dream of you
And wonder it you’re dreaming too
Wherever you are
Wherever you are





------------Pooh's grand adventure

cello reverie



the first work in 2008.

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missing

skating ----- made a new wallpaper these days

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my favorite sport: skating

 after i finished this work, i remembered that one of my elder classmate in judo class asked to learn more skill as soon as possible. he wanted me to gain a high grade color belt, and became master hand as quickly as i can. i would like to acquire new thing and new break through, but i really dont care about that if i could be a master hand in other mind. because it is impossible to become a true master hand in such short term. a real master hand need time to practise one and one again and meditate beside the practice until make it smoothly. in despite of that peacockish halo could make you feel etherial like the celestial being, compared with such kind of eagering for quick success and instant benefit, i still prefer to acquire the surefooted and firm skill which was got in return by considerable time.

suck as my favorite hobby, drawing, i had not much chances to practise it in a systemic study and basic skill, so i always could not bring some good ideas into real in limited time because of my footless skill. i considerate it as a big regret in my life so far.

 the key to master anything should be building a good groundwork. how to construct a tall building without a good well-knit groundsill? how to walk ten thousand milimeter road without steady base? study is unending; peacockery is temporary; but the process, need to be tasted carefully.

(forward) Happiness is a journey, not a destination.


We always convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, than another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. we will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage.

We always tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together. when we get a nice car, and are able to go on a nice vocation when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time than right now. If not now, when? our life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to ourselves and decide to be happy anyway.

One of my favorite quotes comes from Alfred Souza. He said."for a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin-real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, someting to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. 

Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life." This perspective has helped me to see that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment that you have. 

And remember that time waits for no one. So stop waiting until you finish school, until you go back to school; until you get married, until you get divorced; until you have kids; until you retire; until you get a new car or home; until spring; until you are born again to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy…. 

Happiness is a journey, not a destination.So, work like you don't need money, love like you've never been hurt, And dance like no one's watching. 

the second wallpaper about judo

another new wallpaper i made about judo these days. but the action was not definite right because i drew it from another picture which i thought it was fit for my new idea. but my elder classmate said that the action was not so right actually. anyway, i already had another new idea to create, so i would not take much time to modify this work. just let it be. i think you would still enjoy the texture i used in this graphics all the same, right?

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made a new wallpaper these days

i made a new wallpaper these days.  because i am learning judo recently. i am not a definite judo freak. but i just enjoy the process while i am learning and promoting step by step. at the same time, our judo tutor creates a good ambience for our studying. that's very nice for me to keep learning. so i hope i could not give up easily. of course, enjoy the time when i am happy is the most important thing.

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kiss of dragonfly

 took it in the christian trip of this year

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my pet VanGogh

because of facing with the boring experiment everyday, i brought a little creature companied with for spending the boresome time. is it funny? he is a tortoise. the reason why i named him as VanGogh is because the pattern in his carapace and body as if Van Gogh's "the starry night". i gave him a beautiful wickiup, and feed him by my own heart each day i was on work. he brings me some joys while i was depressed with my failed research at the same time. he remind me of a series animation called "TMNT" which was a story about four awesome ninja turtles. 

for my research, it's fortunate that i saw the bacterial colony appeared at the culture medium finally today! thank god! but it still need to be done some test to prove those were the recombined bacteria i wanted next week. hope everything will keep going well. my master degree is all depended on it. and hope my tortoise VanGogh could grow up healthily and understand my love to him lol

splendid moment

finally come out......a diary was recorded at last year.  thank your for two of my old friends, DonClaudio and John. DC gave me a close modification with my paper. and John, he's a good writer, gave me a graceful version. but they all got confuse because of my deep thought, so it took lots of time to edit time and time again. even me, felt tired to explain at the last. so the edition was looked so mess here i guess..........

The last journey of this summer holiday, it’s the Red bay of Shanwei province. Firing fire works near by the sea beach at night seems have been a custom in the beach spot. Here is not a exception either. The resplendence of firework here is not far more a patch on the HK Disney land I saw, but it was still full of fascination for people who were busy generally in the city for a long time. Though the cost of some great beautiful fireworks is not cheap at all, almost or over hundred Yuan at every turn, there are still many people in three or five groups would love to spend money to buy it beside having brought some other cheap one. So if only you were not for having fun in ignition, and have patient enough in waiting those lavish people to here, you still can feel content with watching the great beautiful fireworks firing.

The last journey of this summer holiday, it’s the Red Bay of Shanwei Province. Tonight fire works were being launched nearby the ocean shore seems to be a custom on this beach. Here is no exception. This resplendence of fireworks is not as dramatic (or colorful) as what I saw at HK Disney Land. But it was still full of fascination for city people who were busy most of the time.  Though the cost of these great beautiful fireworks are not cheap, almost or over hundred Yuan at every turn, there are still many people in three to five groups who would love to spend money to buy these in spite of having brought some other cheap ones. So, if you were not up to launching your own, and have enough patience to wait for those lavish people, you still can feel content watching the beautiful fireworks on display.

The last journey of this summer holiday; it’s the red Bay of Shanwei Province. Firing off (or setting off) fireworks near the sea beach (or shore) at night seems to have been a custom in this spot. Here is not out of the ordinary. The resplendence of the fireworks here is a small candle compared to those which I saw at the Hong Kong Disneyland, but bring much joy and fascination to the hard working people of the city. Though the cost is not cheap for some beautiful fireworks, almost or over one hundred Yuan at every turn; there are still many people, in groups of three or five, who love to share the expense to purchase these grand explosive fireworks rather than just settling for the cheaper ones. (I am not sure what you are saying in the next sentence).so if you could Be patient, do not be in a hurry, and you will be rewarded and elated while watching

the grand explosive fireworks firing. The splendid and colorful fireworks with the sound of the sea wave were volleying the flowery appearance into the dim dark night step by step. Some of them were radiating around as bits and pieces in quick succession, some of them were burning attend by a blare (big sound?), then outspread and sprinkle to us with flicker from night sky, as if a huge fishnet. But no matter how brilliant and dazzle they are, they all felt down to the ground and turn into the dust. So, when we were talking about the firework each time, it could bring people into thinking of many fables. That’s because they burn in the reachless sky, and too refulgent and gorgeous to make people yearn towards always, but then would be transient always, only fall apart and leave few grey residue, and make people fell deeply depress and lonesome and always. Moreover, there are many things in life can be compare to firework occasionally, such as the love fire was polished instantly, the glory was focused attention upon the stage, even the creation inspiration was glimpse sudden in mind, and the sense of happiness was pursued unremittingly and all alone by everyone etc. all these things only could make your heart full of warm and joy at that moment, as if it was bathing under the sunshine of the spring after coming through a long winter. But this sense could never be preserved in a long term like the crusted old vinegar.  

The splendid and colorful fireworks and the sound of the waves were showering a flowery appearance into the dark sky step by step.BetterThe sound of the waves and the spendid and colorful fireworks were showering a flowery appearance into the dark sky step by step.Best The sound of the waves and the splendid and colorful fireworks were showering step by step a flowery appearance into the dark sky.Some were radiating around as bits and pieces in quick succession, while others yet burning were accompanied by loud explosions, then suddenly the night sky was lit up with springing flittering bits and pieces resembling a huge glowing fishnet. But no matter how brilliant and dazzling, they all fell down to earth turning into dust. So, each time we talk about fireworks, it brings to mind many fables. Because they burn in the reachless sky too refulgent and gorgeous making people always yearn towards them. But then always transient only falling apart leaving grey residue which cause some people to feel depressed and alone. Moreover, occasionally there are many situations which can compare or relate to fireworks such as being love struck, the glory of center stage, and even an inspirational creation which suddenly comes to mind and the sense of happiness being pursued unremittingly by each and everyone etc. All of these things could only fill your heart with warmth and joy at that moment, as if bathing under the spring sunshine afther coming through a long winter. But this sense could never be maintained for any long term such as old crusted vinegar.

The noise of the splendid and colorful fireworks blending with the soft roar of the sea waves as the volleys of bright light created a flowery appearance in the night sky. Some of them twirled around like bits and pieces in quick succession. Some burned while attended by a blare like the sound of a booming cannon and then, like a huge fish net spread out and sprinkled us with flickers in the dark sky. No matter how brilliant and dazzling they were, they fell to the ground and turned into dust. So; while talking and comparing each succeeding firework it could bring to mind many fables. That’s because they burn in an infinite sky and are so refulgent and gorgeous as to make people ever yearn for them. But they are always transient, falling apart and leaving nothing but a gray residue. This saddens people and causes loneliness. Moreover, there are many things in life that can be compared to fireworks; such as the love fire that was instantly polished, the initial feeling of glory while on the stage. Even the Creation inspiration was a sharp sudden glimpse in time and each person, alone in his or her thoughts, pursued the sense of happiness unremittingly. All of these things brought warmth and joy to hearts, but only briefly, as if bathing in the warm sunshine of spring after coming through a long winter. Like crusted old vinegar, this sense could never be preserved for an extended period of time.  

In such meanwhile of enjoying the firework, I saw the gladness was not only appeared in the kids’ face, but the adults without any exception. I also heard a mid-aged man halloo more than one time that: it’s really really happy while I am watching these fireworks burning in the sky! Yes, all these are really gladsome like a dreamland. And because they would not present all the time also, that make people would realize its estimable and cherish it more. Possession at one time could be took more mind than everlasting always. (Possessing at one time could be took more care than holding for everlasting always in people's mind.)
 

In the meantime while enjoying the fireworks, I saw pleasure appearing on both the kids faces as well as the adults. I also heard a middle aged man shout with "joy" of being so happy to be watching the fireworks bursting in the sky. Yes, these things are so pleasurable, like a dream world. And because they are not always readily available  anytime, gives people a far deeper feeling of appreciation.

Experiencing of a one time event may be more vivid in ones mind than those which are eternal or everlasting. While watching and enjoying the fireworks, I saw gladness etched in the faces of all the children and adults, without exception. I heard a middle-aged man shout with glee several times that watching fireworks in the sky make him very, very happy! Yes, all these things are really gladsome, like a Dreamland. Because these things are not present all the time, it should cause people to more deeply cherish them. In people*s minds, possessing for one fleeting moment can take more effort and care than possessing forever.  

But how much invariable could make people convince? Invariable is always give an unpractical feeling to people in this real world, but it would exist in a finite time certainly (how many eternal things could convince people? they are always an unpractical feeling for people in this real world, but the true is that it really would exist in a finite time certainly.). When you treasure a reins in front of you, it could exist in your bosom forever; when you keep on your endeavor unremittingly, faith would be eternal in your limited life; when you bring the inspiration into real by trying hard, it could be everlasting in the history; when you share your holding happiness, even only a scantling, to those people who are in need, it would be lasted in this world. (
a fleeting sentiment in the presence of you could be preserved in your bosom forever if you treasure it; your faith will be with your for whole life when you endeavor unremittingly to achieve a goal; the inspiration could be everlasting in the history if you can carry out by trying hard; the Spirit of your Happiness will last forever when you share, even just a small atom of it to those who are in need.) So it does the firework, though it’s transitory, because it can lighten people’s life, inspirit people from their bosom in its resplendent instant, therefore they could be produced, be ignited, be bursted up in moment constantly (Thus they could be kept making, Firing off, then bursted in moment) . Though invariable seems entirely imaginary, if you can illumine other’s life by your instantaneous effulgence, then to those who were illumined by you, you could be everlasting. 

How many eternal or everlasting things will it take for people to be persuaded when they produce such unpractical feelings in the real world. How many eternal or everlasting things will it take for people to be persuaded they absolutely exist and certainly in a finite time.     When you treasure a passion, it could remain in your bosom forever, when you hold this Endeavour unremittingly, this faith would be eternal in your limited life, when you share your memorable happiness, even if only a scantling to those people who are in need, it would endure. When you bring an inspiration into reality after great effort, it too could be everlasting, So does fireworks, though transitory, they yet can lighten people's life, inspiring them from the depths of their bosom in its resplendent instant, therefore they too can be productive, be ignited, and explosive. Though invariable seems entirely imaginary, if you can brighten up another’s life by your instantaneous radiance, to those you could be everlasting.  

Are people capable of perceiving things that are everlasting and eternal when they are so busy and preoccupied with the trials and tribulations of daily life? Though difficult to perceive, those things everlasting and eternal are far more important. a fleeting sentiment could be preserved in your bosom forever if you treasure it; your faith will be with you for your whole life when you endeavor unremittingly to achieve a goal; the inspiration could be everlasting in history if you can carry out by trying hard; the Spirit of your Happiness will last forever when you share, even just a small atom of it to those who are in need. So too of the fireworks, though transitory, they brighten people*s lives, inspire them in a resplendent instant to the depths of their bosoms. Thus, though the fireworks are fired off rapidly and continually, they burst in short fleeting moments. People’s spirits could be uplifted by each such momentary burst. Though this may seem entirely imaginary, if you can illuminate another’s spirit by your instantaneous effulgence then, to that person, you could be everlasting!

 

it's summer swimming time......

played with my teachers. and the photos were taken weeks ago.

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intellectual words from my old friend in this father's day

Mr Thomas sent me these good words in this father's day today. though this day have been pasted in our time.  i like them very much. so i preserve them here for saving and sharing. hope him have a happy father's day there too because this day is just beginning there.

a few simple but meaningful "things:"

These Two things in life that, once gone never come back -
1. Time
2. Words
Three things in life that are most valuable -
1. Love
2. Family & Friends
3. Benevolence

These four things in life can destroy a person -
1. Anger
2. Hate
3. Words
4. Pride
Five things in life that you should never lose-
1. Hope
2. Peace
3. Honesty
4. Respect
5. Forbearance
and
The Three things that are truly constant -

Father - Son - Holy Spirit

I ask God to bless you and your family,  
to guide and protect you, as you go along your way.
God is always with you, when you are always with him.
donclaudio

Nice story... Make a Difference (quote)

"One day a man was walking along the beach,
when he noticed a boy picking something up and
gently throwing into the ocean. Approaching the
boy he asked, "What are you doing?" The youth
replied, "Throwing starfish back into the ocean.
The surf is up and tide is going up, if I don't throw
them back, they will die."

"Son" the man said. "Don’t you realize, there are
miles and miles of beach and hundreds of
starfish? You cannot possibly make a difference!"

After listening politely, the boy bent down, picked
up another starfish, and threw it back into the surf.
Then, smiling at the man, he said ... "I made a
difference for that one".

Joseph McManners (music download)

01. bright eyes: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/01.mp3

02. pie jesus: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/02.mp3

03. in dreams: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/03.mp3

04. psalm: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/04.mp3

05. walking in the air: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/05.mp3

06. panis angelicus: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/06.mp3

07. circle of life: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/07.mp3

08. lullaby: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/08.mp3

09. music of the angles: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/09.mp3

10. candlelight carol: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/10.mp3

11. morning has broken: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/11.mp3

12. where is love: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/12.mp3

13. the little prince song: http://218.19.131.58/music/20061210/13.mp3

the Little Prince and his Rose

Once upon a time there was this little prince who had a Rose that he loved very dearly. Upon the little princes return from his travels who would tell his Rose about his adventures.

One day the little prince told his rose about a planet that he had visited that had thousands of flowers. This made the Rose very sad. The little prince said, what is wrong, why are you so sad?

The Rose said because you have seen thousands of other flowers just like me and now I am no longer special; you no longer have reason to love me. The little prince told his Rose that "I love you because you are mine and simply unique to me, that is what makes you special-you belong to me; you are my Rose and I am yours-we are exclusive to one another that is why I love you.

the story was quoted from somewhere else. well, friends are easy to make, but a true soul mate's love is hard to find, that's why it is precious and rare. i wish i can find my prince who treat me as his simply unique rose too. because we are both precious to each other, so it worth being cherished.

the little prince story: http://home.pacific.net.hk/~rebylee/text/prince/contents.html


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